My WoRlD

lOs+ iN eMo+iOn~

2006-03-17T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hi, no more posting till ...

mY l@b dr@wing~

2006-03-03T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hi~ how's is my drawing?? not bad rite?? haha~ i think this is one of the best i did in NTU liao.. haiz.. Cos i had one similar to this at home... weiling took damn long to draw and she drew like a PAP kid... haha~~ One more this week!!

@ eNd 2 e f@iRy +@le~

2006-03-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

Pool Ch@mP~

2006-02-26T02:37:00.000+08:00

Hi, I spend my recess week @ Klassic... Everyday from Monday to Thrusday from 11am to 4pm... haiz... Din play well... I played singles till Quaters... being knocked out by benny.. I realli din play well.. haiz.. nvm~ my tm event.. i beat ming xu and lose to larree in finals~ my tm gt 2nd! haiz... dun feel like playing... realli sick of them... i wan to return to hall and repair my snooker cue and finish all my work.... Yifang bt Suying in the Finals (7-6) a exciting match though... I lost 10 mee pok and a pride to kevin... damn~ haiz... Shawn could have win the finals but he gan jeong n miss the BLACK!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!! n Benny come up n clinch the title... sad~ went to play mj with jeffery, alex and roomie KOH on SAT.. WED we went clubbing... i had a happening week... haha~~ I gt another trophy.. hahahaahaha.. i wan more more!!

Gd Bye my dream~

isit ME or WENZ??

2006-02-20T01:16:00.000+08:00

Hi... Gosh!! smth happen again... same senario... with wenz n jayden!!! today i lost wenz new bought socks!!!! we were gg to ICONS to shop and she pass it to me and after coming out of the building, I realised it is gone!!! AMAZED!! SHOCKED!! MYSTERY!! WHO?? we went back to search for it but to no avail.. Haiz.. Previously, jayden kana fined while parking in reserved slot and jayden was scratched while parking at her home.. What more could happen!!! STOP pls.. it is really freaking me out~!!! ARGHHHH!!!

V-D@e

2006-02-15T17:18:00.000+08:00

Hi, today is a very special day.. All the couples in the world will spend the day together.. the guy will be planning the events... usually will be fetching the ger, dinner and a chatting session... the finale will always w/o fail end up kissing~ haha~~ sweet isn't it.. this year I spend it very uniquely.. It had been 5yrs I spend Vd@e alone... I was playing snooker with @lex n Edwin @ NYH... 3 single guys spending the special day together... hoping for a special ger to get into our life~ *wishing~ : )

Tml is Suying's Bd@e.. I went to pass her present @ MN.. she was busy entertaining her friends.. I passed her the present n wished her..

H@pPy Vd@e to @ll~~

H@pPy 21st Bd@e to Suying..

ISRG~

2006-02-06T22:07:00.001+08:00

Hi, once again... Edwin and I bagged another medal~ this time we were playing for CEE in ISRG... I din not play to my best yet though.. trembling still struck me @ crucial shots.. damn~ did a few 20+ brks is not gd enough for me.. my new cue is not performing yet... haiz.. but still WE R A CH@MPION!! haha~~ TREBLE~~ we bagged all the medals we can get for snooker already.. except for the individual snooker open.. that will be my goal for this year.. IBG, IH and ISRG~~ all the 3 major events medals are in my room soon... hope to share it with someone.. despite losing the first frame... I come back winning the next 2 beautifully with a tot "Win or Break" with Jeff potting the crucial black.. edwin and I cheered for our 3rd medals~ the next aim is the pool open~~ hope i can perform... i will drive fear to every players I play.. let's pray for a good year for me... love?

H@ppy ChiNeSe NeW Ye@r~~

2006-01-29T04:17:00.000+08:00

Hi.. happy new yr to all chinese out there.. hope u enjoy this season with your loved ones... today i went to pass the cues to the guy who gg to send them to Thai~ hope they come back safely... my precious cue... hope u can come back in time for ISRG!!! haiz.. went to granny's place to eat renuion dinner.. had the usual steamboat and my all time fav 'kou ba' and 'lu dan'... haha~~ haiz.. saw my grandparents... my grandpa is having hearing problem... need to talk quite loud to him then he can hear.. haiz... quite sad... i very worry they leave me... alot of my friends experienced it last yr... n i dun even think of that... now, i try to visit them as often as possible as klassic is there also... so near.. after dinner.. went to KL's place play MJ.. won abit.... poor CG.. the only one losing.. thanks for jake's Mac treat and ride home in his Ignis... so fast and cool~~ zrooomm~~~~~ haha~~ gg to slp soon... tired... PQ working today.. din realli reply me..

wh@+ @ lOsEr~

2006-01-24T01:05:00.000+08:00

Daniel ...... Momentum building says:
No need talk too much cock la
Daniel ...... Momentum building says:
If u wan to play, Jio me
Daniel ...... Momentum building says:
I on u anytime after New Year
Daniel ...... Momentum building says:
One on one...

haiz nowadays young snooker players realli nv c the world outside.. anyhow jio ppl play money.. if u knw him.. pls ask him wake up.. mountains aft mountains... i realli no mood to entertain him now..

New Yr, New Toy!!!

2006-01-21T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hi, juz come home from East Coast Park.. we r suppose to acc UE to buy her top.. i ended up buying myself a new toy!!!! YES!!! it a radio-controlled car... EVO 6!!! haha~ mayb i cant own one in real life but i can own one miniature one.. i wanted an AACORD but dun have.. sad~ it can travel up to a speed of 35km/h.. that's a fast devil!! it also come with fork n brake lights.. I very tempted to modified it to have the neon lights around the body... shld i?? it cost $70.. quite ex leh... shall c... gg to bring to sch nx wk n play with it and master the drift.. gg to be fun i guess.. hope i dun damage it as the bumper will damage the circuit if it crashes... haha~~ so fun!!! pluck a few leaves to teach ppl hw to fold the grasshopper.. gd nite then.. tml gt sch...

sIcK @lViN s+RiKe~

2006-01-19T03:09:00.000+08:00

Hi.. I still having difficulties swallowing food.. i have slim dwn alot.. <5kg..>stuff food in my mouth but i hate the feeling of the pain.. it is a torture.. i will go c a doc this wkend if it still persist.. went up to NYH to play snooker almost everyday this wk.. worst still, always play till wee hours.. haiz.. sry KL.. to mk u wait every time.. u knw passion come.. cant wait.. did a few 20+ brks n a 42 today!!! Well done!!! Kp it up.. n u able to hit yr goals for the yr!! today we went to watch IH opening also.. we watched the cheerleading competition.. It was MARVELLOUS.. gers r being thrown n swing up n dwn in the air.. wonder hw it feels.. heard that a ger from H@ll 1 fell during rehearsal n hurt her head n ended up having fits... H@ll 11 was gd.. it is alot higher that what we expected.. we laughed alot while watching the competition.. it was so fun... *cough.. dying... haiz.. do i really stand a chance?? i dun like to accept failure... bless me pls...

WELL DONE H@ll 11 CHEERLEADING TM!!!! U R SURPERB!!!

sick dude~

2006-01-15T03:03:00.000+08:00

Hi, I couldnt sleep till 8-9am today.. the flu bug was bugging me the whole morning... Arghh~~ i miss my driving.. haiz~ then wake up at 1pm n meet CG n KL for shopping... I was too sick to shop.. saddening~~ we went to eat chix rice @ Far East @ 4pm and aft that we meet UE for dinner @630pm.. we were still full then plus we are all sick... KL n I din eat much... too sick to eat... then we went Klassic and play pool for a while and watch Man U match... it was a weird match.. thanks to silvetre..Manu lose... Arghhh~~ UE went home and tk car and we head to East Coast and chill out... saw felicia chin.. she was pretty though... ltr we went to 85 to have supper again... WOW!! the whole day.. we were juz eating n drinking... i think we could enjoy more if we have a better place to go nx time and we r not sick.. our nx plan is to 'Bali Cova'? whatever..

Chose the right path and dun regret~

GUILTY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi, i harm KL today.. a great low blow for him!!! I ask him to change the PE to GE and guess what.. he LOST his slot!!!! WTH!!! within sec.. the slot is gone.. which asshole took his slot!! now he damn pissed and sian... he went to play snooker liao~ haiz.. i so idiot!!! but i tried it b4 and it works.. tml i gg to OAS to speak to the big boss to grant him the slot.. today nthing go rite.. had dinner with sy.. sy was late...then awhile ltr all reach liao.. haha~ nvm.. hope kl get his slot!!

HAPPY 22nd Bd@e CG!!!!! I'll bless you~

Words Of Wisdom~

2006-01-11T10:22:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Wenz passed me a postcard today and I realised it is very impt for my career!!!

"Treat People As If They were What They Ought To Be, And You Help Them To Become What They Are Capable Of Being."

-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

iConS@buGisP+~

2006-01-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hi.. i almost forget.. i went to icons.. the place is very small.. the shops so small.. cant hang much stuff.. the place is very clean.. new ba... not much shops n tiring stairs.. u can give it a try.. but the top storey gt nice looking seats... I took pics there.. nice??

1 +thinG DoNe~

2006-01-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Finally, I get an 'ear-job'.. I went to F@r E@st to look for CG nUE.. yest.. i alrdy buy the black stud liao but i haven got a hole yet~ so I tell them I want to have one today.. we went to ask ard.. 77 Str**+ was gg for $15.. I was told it can be done $5-6.. so I went to ask a tattoo shop.. n they have a cert for piercing and it cost onli $6... WOW~ wh@t a great deal.. I was abit nervous.. but luckily.. there is 1 guy b4 getting a pierce too.. so I have a demo to watch.. tsktsk~~ *b@ng!!! It's done! so fast.. no that pain as wha my friends described.. then we went to Bok Sheng Bdae P@rty~ we stopped at the wrong busstop n have to walked for 4 stops to reach there... passed by SY's place.. she was preparing for work.. saw alot of familiar faces at the party.. we were late for the surprise.. we did not hang there too long as we r gg over to KL' grand pa funeral... His mum look haggard.. i guess it is too tiring.. tok cork with KL.. n they kp suaning me with the slogan.. "What the HELL!!" Enough k... it will kp on gg n gg.. haiz.. dun blame them.. i invited it.. Bored @ home.. but i'm tired..

wH@+ iS lOvE?

2006-01-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

Hi, i read edwin's blog and copied smth from him.. and aniway.. IH vball tm lost.. I dun wan to tok abt it.. cos I'm juz a reserve.. all seniors playing.. anyway.. I not gd enough also.. I been trained to be a reserve.. my style of playing is not gd.. nvm... i will strive... i saw these 12 signs and it is quite true for me too.. but i dunnoe isit the correct person...

12" Signs of Falling In Love"

12. You'll read his/her SMS over and over> again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other> people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them..
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

fIrSt D@y~

2006-01-04T04:26:00.000+08:00

Hi, today is the first day of school.. and i missed my first lec... was tired... went for material and life sciences.. it was bad... life sci was the worst.. the lecturer was so boring till i fell aslp.. i left half way to meet edwin for lunch.. eat my all time fav chix rice.. X2... haha~~ then watch wenz demo for JUDO.. they were fierce and good~~ I realli tk my hat off for them.. din expect them to be so fierce when they spar.. they looked like murderers lor.. even birdie was shocked!!! they did alot of amazing moves.. twisting n throwing ard.. scary~ went for vball tm talk for tml semi~~ hope we can win!!! after that.. join edwin n alex @ NYH for few rds of snooker.. surprisingly.. alex played very well.. gd!! if he continue to play that way he will out beat us in no time.. but still he still very green.. aiya.. even so.. i also very lousy.. seriously... i realise i realli cant play well now.. no stance no cue-ing.. not sharp n precise anymore.. i hope i can get back my old form.. haiz.. last time~~ look ahead man!! ms busy came up and played with us.. haha~ that ger.. still sick!! i did a 4 continuous blue balls on her.. so suay.. i played badly the whole nite!!! arghh!! nvm.. this time is the balls.. realli!! went for supper.. SUX!!! the milo was so swee.. the fd sux.. haiz.. we had a great talk along the way.. enjoyed it! thanks edwin n alex for enduring.. i realli wan to play also cos i cant go for training.. haiz.. nvm! KL.. u better sweep the floor!!!! haha~~

H@ll 11 VB@ll MUST GET INTO THE FIN@LS PLS.................. Gd luck~

sWiMmInG~

2006-01-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hi.. i woke up at 1230 tdy.. then i ask my dad to swim.. he agreed!! surprise.. mayb juz I nv ask b4.. my dad used to teach me swimming and bring me to swim @ hougang swimming complex very often about 11yrs ago!!! haha~~ 11 yrs!!!!! it had been a long time i swam with him.. he still very good in his strokes but his stamina is gone.. time to bring him out often.. after swimming, we eat our all time favourite fishballs.. we like to eat it after we swim.. memories... flashing back in my mind.... how time flies... tml sch starting!! YEAH!! eating maggi with roomie n neighbour.. dota all nite.. wearing boxer walking ard the hostel!! haha~~

TiO "tI@ng"~

2006-01-01T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hi.. tio tiang again... tot she put plane again but she fell sick again... gosh~ last nite her work place was very packed and she must have shagged out again.. dinner plans cancel.. i feel very nua also.. body still aching.. had a gd slp last nite.. hope she get well soon.. *y@wn still feeling slpy.. n plus the rainy weather.. it become a very cosy environment to slp.. sch starting in 2 days time.. need to stock up food in hostel and prepare all the notes n tutorial liao.. no slacker allowed!!! guess i'll be at home resting again for the day... time to prepare for school then... tsk~tsk~

GET WELL SOON SY~!

H@pPy nEw Ye@r~

2006-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hi... I spend my eve in school doing vball training... went home to slp after that.. suppose to meet the Ms busy for dinner n meet KL after the dinner.. but Ms busy as usual overslept and MIA.. so I asked KL out earlier.. both of us are shag out before we meet up.. haha~ i felt very lethargic n having aches all over my body.. so is KL.. he work sm more.. we had KFC and went to grapevine to chill out.. we took turns to fall aslp in vine while watching match~ haha~ Finally.. I couldnt take it anymore.. I call the "GO-HOME' call... tired~~~

HAPPY NEW YR FRIENDS~~ MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE~~ LASTLY CHERISH THE PPL ARD U!!! OR U'LL REGRET!!

tHe wHole oF x'M@s~

2005-12-27T02:16:00.000+08:00

Hi! hmm.. let me recap how I spend my Xm@s.. I was rotting at home the whole day till evening.. went over to UE's sis place to celebrate.. had a turkey dinner and gift exchange.. kind of fun.. then went to Clarke Quay to meet Alex.. we went @ttica but was rejected as the legal age is 25!! that is like WTF!!! it had been a long time since I was asked to produce my ID.. GOD!! then we suppose to meet Kelvin n weekiat but we find kinda bored so we join my friend at MOMO instead.. ROTTEN LUCK!!! the aircon is dwn.. the music sux!!! it was not fun at all... after we grab our drinks... we watched ppl play pool... kinda boring huh.. we left... we went to Jln Kayu eat and tok cork for the nite.. Suddenly he receive a sms asking him to go MOS tml.. he asked me along.. we called weekiat along too.. weekiat jio summer also.. WOW!! I woke up at ard 4pm.. went to meet weekiat as summer went to have dinner with her friends... played pool and snooker.. waiting for time to pass.. TIME UP!! we gtg... I left my cue at my granny's place and head for MOS... OMG!!! the queue is kinda long... haiz.. we waited and luckily the flow is fast and we got in.. we had a tour ard the place.. and I'm amazed!! it's beautiful and so nice.. i like the mambo room and the white colour chill-out room.. the music was bad... RnB room was very packed but the music is those nv hear b4 kind.. sian~ but @ ard 12am.. the DJ played better music... we went n dance... SUMMER not here yet.. weekiat has no mood at all~~ at ard 1am summer arrived with ester... they cant use the free sms to get in... lolx.. they spend $36 on the cab to reach here.. as ester fetch summer from NTU to eunos.. CrAzY!!! the 2 gers dun drink at all... they dun like to dance and summer is like tired... hmm... wonder y they come down for?? we party till 4am.. we waited for Summer's friend to fetch her and wait for Suying also.. the busiest ger on earth.. ard 5am.. suying was out from her work place and we head for supper at Newton Circus.. Alex is rushing for time as he need to get the car back at 6am for his dad~~ he was driving quite recklessly.. cutting corner here and there.. Newton Circus food was bad.. esp the sugar cane.. the vender had 2 kind of sugar cane.. sweet n not sweet kind.. surprise? we were like drinking grass water lah... PISSED!!! I called him over to sort it out for us and he give the 'not-my-problem-' looks.. arghh... he top up the cups with the so called 'SWEET' canes juice.. WTF!!! it still taste bad.. Sigh.. I feel like a "RO-BER-TO' when eating there.. u shld know lah.. it's a place for tourists.. EX.. after finishing the food, we went home.. ester took cab alone back to NTU.. erm.. i quite pissed off with that.. Summer jio Ester down to acc her and she left her gg back school alone!!! WTF!!! she already went to fetch her liao and now she have to go back alone... lucky no more mid-nite charges.. haiz.. friends huh?? wha a day...

Winner~

2005-12-23T04:34:00.000+08:00

Hi, I went to play snooker with wee kiat n larry @ marina south.. Haven slp since yest mambo.. tired... it had been a long time i play @ Cue n Q.. it was very fun.. the pockets are still that TIGHT!!! haha~~ won some money after playing for several hours... my back is aching from the mambo.. din play realli well.. haiz.. everyday must be a fulfill day for me... YEAH!! gg slp soon.. nitez...

PooL eVeN+ @ L@bYrInTh~

2005-12-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hi, yesterday NTU organise a event @ labyrinth.. Organiser: Pool Queen Suying~ I reach there with wee kiat ard 745pm.. regret for gg there late.. play pool imediately when i reach there.. a very beautiful and pro place.. orange table cloth.. good music.. not much ppl when we reach... saw a few familiar faces.. pool players of NTU.. all with their pool cues... so rich n pro!! after a while ppl start coming in liao.. soon.. the whole place is 3/4 filled with our ppl.. it is a private event.. play n play n play.... tired... play double with benny (NTU best pool player NOW) and yifang.. Yifang n I lose to Suying n Alex in the game of racing to 7.. haiz... treat the winners drinks at the KTV bar beside.. after that.. we continue to slack over there.. we continue to sing and drink till the bar closes.. we had alot of fun... finally not regret chosing NTU... it was so fun n happening.. after drinking... went to kopitiam for supper.. n tok cork till 5am... Gosh!!! i have to work ltr... arghh... dead~

Well Done Organizers... We enjoyed it!!! Hope to c more of these in the future...

Fin@lly..

2005-12-19T02:32:00.000+08:00

Hi, I went to her house to collect pics.. She wasnt too friendly.. dunnoe y.. her room had changed.. my pics and sm stuffs are removed.. gt a bouquet of flowers.. waited very long b4 I can see the pics.. I cant transfer myself.. guess I cant see sm stuffs in the computer.. nvm.. she doesnt want to tok to me.. so I tok to her mum n bros instead.. she din bother me at all.. call a guy named jeremy.. I think.. who is he? I wonder... guess he is pay for the flowers too.. haiz.. doesnt matter to me now.. cos I am nobody.. enough of my bitching.. after looking at the pics.. I remember alot of things we share.. bintan trip.. taiwan 1mth long vacation.. alot of pics in the car.. my friends bdae.. KTV sessions.. wa.. so nice n sweet .. as KL said.. WE WERE LIKE SO SWEET N PERFECT in the begining.. agree!! after today's meeting.. she seems like a changed person who I been with for the past yr.. totally changed.. surprised.. then I went to cut hair.. carry lots of stuffs with me.. haiz.. then went to bugis to meet KL to buy present for JC classmates.. after that we went to his sister house (Ah yi's place) WOW!! I'm surprise by the decor...IT IS DAMN NICE.. like a PUB.. the floor tiles they used is so beautiful... stay there for quite a while then Jake send us to grapevine to meet CG n UE n UE's siblings.. toking cork n our CHAMPION thingy.. HAhaha.. who r we??? THE CHAMPION!!!! watch soccer match and went home after that... tired...

WHO R WE??? THE CHAMPIONS OF COURSE!!!!

H@ll 11 e CH@MPION in SNOOKER!!~~~

2005-12-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm glad to tell all of you that H@ll 11 is the CHAMPION!!! YES!! I made it.. finally... alot of things happen in the tournament.. some good and bad.. I played very badly but dunnoe y they still say I'm good!!! haiz... It doesnt matter since we win the competition.. COS WE R THE CHAMPION!!! thanks for the people who came and support us.. and H@ll 6 n 8 snooker players.. supporting us instead of H@ll 3.. thanks my friends for supporting me and esp wendy.. who ask me to get first!! n I did.. but she din react much after I've won.. sad~ so what I try so hard.. the person I hope she care din bother.. lol~~

H@LL 11 SNOOKER IH CHAMPION 05/06!!!!

title huh... i dun know put what.. dun bother...

2005-12-16T02:13:00.000+08:00

Hi, today I had my IH games.. we won!!! I sms her.. n she encourage me.. SURPRISE!!! gd luck.. must get first... haha~~ as KL say.. we r like so so sweet n lovely in the begining.. he tot we can last.. that what i tot also.. juz come home from bliss.. had a filling dinner.. drink again.. I had been drinking for 2 days liao.. mambo was bad.. too packed!! bored crowd.. all so young.. juz msg her on msn.. realise that she working for Starh*b that day.. she seems like now that I went to suntec.. mayb from the blog.. O she read!!! surprise again!! she scolded me AGAIN as usual.. for being irritating.. but i'm wondering.. what did i do this time? she wont reply.. asking her out to be my date for monday's event.. hope she go.. ending.. dun feel like writing...

GuEsS, wEn+, cHeCk, wRoNG~

2005-12-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi, ?? filling yr brain due to my weird title? Onli I know what it mean.. ** went to work today which is in a event company.. So I think for a while.. Event.. where can SG hold events? Suntec!!! Ureka!!! I went home early today and went home immediately to tk my cue nd head dwn to suntec, hoping to c **... Despite the heavy rain.. which I feel is a sign that DUN GO!! but after I receive a sms saying still working.. I continue my journey there.. BUT!! I cant find any event.. erm.. dun tell me is the Starh*b rd show.. GOD!! I went there peek but no sight of her.. went ard suntec hping can bump into her.. but to no avail... So I guess.. it the wrong place afterall.. Haiz.. after that, went to klassic for training.. din play well today.. sian... but i know it is a norm that I play lousy.. wha to do? god dun let me off.... Talk to KL on bus while coming home.. Guys tok... realise something also.. whatever u do, the ppl ard u also get affected..

Best friends are still the best to confide to... they know you best...

sH@mE s+RikE mE @g@in~

2005-12-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hi, today I went back school for vball IH game.. Playing under the hot sun again!!! I become darker again after today game.. Haiz.. I made alot of blunders today in the game.. Too many till I cant believe.. Damn paiseh!! The whole hall11 saw me do stupid mistake till I not enjoying at all.. I feel like a fool!!!! I dun know how shld I describe.. Aniway.. it was so embarressing.. Haiz.... Went all the way back from Khatib n took half day leave and this is what I get.. WTF!! haiz.. Then after the game.. I quickly make my way home.. To hide from all the shame.. At first, I meeting weekiat to klassic again but CG sms me saying that wanna watch Chix Little.. So i cancel the klassic trip... aniway tml training also.. Chix Little was OR.. not as gd as I tot it is.. haiz.. nvm.. tired.. gg!

Ye+ @NoThEr d@y~

2005-12-12T03:09:00.000+08:00

Hi, today was suppose to meet her to tk pics and stuffs.. but she gg out with her mum.. Her mum called me to ask me ask her to ask whether I can tag along.. I did.. haha.. so many channels to get to her.. Obviously w/o question she say NO! Haiz.. She still angry with me, erm.. It had been almost 2mths.. But glad that she din went out to party on sat nite.. Undue worry on my part.. I went to klassic to play with wee kiat.. reach there ard 8 and we start to play guard.. saw asia 9 balls champion KK Chan aka Didi.. Haiz.. cant bring myself to open my mouth to ask for the thing he owe me.. msg him tml.. Did a 33pts brk.. Wow.. shiok.. wha a gd time for such a brk man.. it realli boost my morale.. now i gt more confident in potting.. YES!! gtten win this IH thingy.. to recover my shame... ending now.. or tml I cant play for IH vball~~ bye~~

MinD~

2005-12-11T04:39:00.000+08:00

Hi, I cant slp again.. Juz finish playing DOTA.. Her memories kp flashing back in my mind.. I cant control it.. I tried my very best not to think of her, but i juz cant help it.. I'm so useless.. I wonder where she go tonite.. Clubbing with her friends? That's where I worry the most.. she cant drink for nuts... she gt drunk the last time gg with her friends.. I realli wonder whether she really given up on me.. I will have the Ah Q's spirits and believe she is juz angry.. Need to coax her and everything will back to normal.. But. but.. things isnt gg to work that way.. Y??? I cant find the answer.. My friends should have realise that I'm juz rotting my day doing all sorts of nonsense.. They told me that I dun look cheerful as before, I'm like always very sian everyday.. Aiya.. if any of my friends bother to read my 'punching bag'.. Is not that I really bored.. Is juz that when I'm doing nthing.. I will think of her.. I will attempt to sms or call her.. But i stone there as I dunnoe wha to say to her cos she is very cold to me.. That's y i wan to kp myself as busy as possible, so that i wont thinki of other things.. I know I'm avoiding the reality but I realli cant face it now.. Juz let me be in this shit state for a while.. Pls.. dun wake me up... I'm like having a nightmare now.. Thanks.. Sorry to my friends if I'm behaving abnormally these few mths.. I'm training to be more fit and tanned now as she last said to me was I'm too skinny.. I want to be muscular now!! that will be my aim for now.. Dun know will she notice not.. but.. everything was consider impossible till sm1 give it a try.. I'm tired.. Really tired.. I'm realli realli tired..

WORK-A-BORED-LIC

2005-12-05T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm inside the AFC office doing nothing again.. Lunch time, I went to gym and shag it out.. but now.. doing nothing.. Haiz.. Boss shoots some arrows to me already.. Lucky had sufficient training back in Bde.. Lesson Plans and AIs... Hahaha~~ Greet her before she leave for exam at Expo.. Hope she do well... Sms her but nv reply.. haiz.. Have we really reach the end? Pls dun!! Last chance before I surrender.. Wonder whether she thinks of me? But i knew I did... n quite often too.. Haiz.. thinking of her now hurts me.. Pls make your heart softer?

p@iN

2005-12-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm in pain now... miserable.. after few hours tanning yesterday, I've become a red lobster... very red!!! wha to do.. wan to be black = must get roast!! haiz... tml gg back to work again.. bored.. hope Boss dun arrow me anything.. juz let me workout.. tml also the start of wendy's exams.. alex n a few of hall 11 ppl are gg to be her invigilators.. haha... so coincidental!!! I shld tk up this job then can c her.. haiz.. STUPID ME!!! wonder how she is coping? from the rate she is studying.. shld have completed ba.. today was a packed day for me.. went to make bus pass and went to @rmy mrkt to buy slipper... nv visit granny.. sad sad~~ eat my fav chilli noodles.. memories again!! haiz.. after that, play snooker with alex.. bored game.. not him.. but is my problem.. I cant play for nuts... not using my cue and no mood.. then talk cork with him for a while.. haiz.. hope he can find a true love.. he is a man with a lot of principles or theory.. wha he say was true for me.. now i hope things can work on my way.. do dreams come alway come true?? anyone have the answer? hope she look at me and smile again.. hope..

WENDY Gd Luck 4 yr exams~~

Happy Bd@e CPT TNG!!!!

hO+ d@y!!

2005-12-03T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hi, went to sEnToS@ today with Des, bird and wenz.. We had Mac 4 brkfast before entering sentosa.. We took the wrong train and ended up at Palawan Beach.. I wanted to go Siloso Beach.. so we walk to Siloso.. Haizz.. The weather wasnt good.. Cloudy and drizzling.. Damn sian!!! Finally we reach Siloso.. found a spot under a coconut tree.. we spread the army groundsheet and 'bridge' till the sun is out!! we played monkey and guess who is the one? Not me this time.. Is birdie!! haha.. Netball?? *y@wn.. went to dip in water and rot the whole morning.. after that, we sun-tan under the 'blurry' sun.. I fell aslp while tanning... result that I got over 'cook' in the front.. while my back is still 'fresh'!! haiz... after that.. I went to town and meet model couple.. Town was crowded n very bright with the X'mas deco.. So beautiful.. reminds me of the time where wendy and I started dating.. Then we went to TCC for a rest which is beside PS.. Waited half an hour for my drink!! Kaoz!!! while waiting, we saw an unethical drama.. a matchmaking session which turn out that the guy wasnt up to the standard of the ger who is not pretty also!!! the ger had friends beside the table they r matchmaking.. weird huh?? then the guy n ger exchanged namecard and talk abit.. the guy share the drink with the ger.. which is not gentleman enough!!! GUYS TAKE NOTE!! then the guy gave 2 choco bars to the ger as a gift.. Sweet huh? the ger din give a damn, she was busy Sms-ing to her friends in the nx table.. Out of a sudden, the ger say she had smth to settle and left giving the guy $5!!! GERS DUN LEARN!! the guy look so disappointed and sad... haiz.. he foot the bill and went off.. After a while, the ger came back and look for her friends.. She say very loudly that her friends din come to her help juz now when she asking for it... WTF!! We were very pissed off when we saw it. so unethical and ugly... haiz.. lesson learnt!! looks are the upmost impt nowadays.. So.. spend some efforts on yr outlook!!! I'm working on!!

L@st Day~

2005-12-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

HI, I went back to Bedok camp to oversee the new PT project.. Today marks the end of this package for few units... Tml I gg back to Khatib camp.. Bedok camp is so home to me.. Met alot of my previous commanders.. They are happily now I guess.. Went to Hg Interchange to make bus pass but the stupid counter closes at 6pm!!! I reach there at 6.30pm!!! Kaoz.. I rushed dwn immediately after work.. Haiz.. This sat.. I have to do and get it done or my fares are very high!!! haiz.. Wendy's mum lost her purse today.. The person who finds it.. Pls return the cards to her.. The money is yrs.. but the cards.. are very impt!!! Pls kindly have the heart to do it!!! Hope she get it back.. Finally the model couple is back together!! haiz.. weirdos.. I'm tired.. time to slp or tml.. dead...

GOD PLS!!!

2005-11-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

Hi, today I have two things to report.. Firstly.. I went to report for work damn damn early today!!! reach Khatib camp at ard 715am.. Kaoz.. Then report to boss.. a LTC.. retiring soon... Haiz... Then an encik send me to Bedok camp to observe a PT.. Kaoz.. That's my job... It was so boring and not fultile!!! haiz.. What a waste of a talent!! haha~~ Went to visit my BRC.. saw only some of them as the rest went to Ops Bacinet.. I was so bored.. I went ard the camp.. Haiz.. miss the camp.. alot of new faces.. I booked out at 6pm.. Kaoz.. so late.. becos of my boss!!! haiz... Noone bothers abt me.. I was like invisible.. was I? End of part 1!!!

Part 2!! The usual 5.. erm.. 1 opting out but i pulling her back... Suppose to watch movie "The Harry Potter"... but smth happen!!! My idiol couple quarrel!!! haiz... GOD!!! haiz... I feel so helpless.... Very sad.. I undergoing this brkup thingy,, then it is like spreading... God pls... Cure us with ur love!!!! Let me rekindle my love.. pls!!! Haiz.. WHAT A DAY!! MUST NOTE IT DOWN!! 29 Nov '05

Back to work~~

2005-11-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm going back to camp as a PO in Army Fitness in Khatib Camp.. Feel quite sian but it is my career.. Wendy gg to japan... Haiz.. I tot of asking her to thailand.. Asking her to be my date for the pool bash.. If u r bored like me.. try this..

http://www.winterrowd.com/maze.swf

LoNg hOliD@yS!~

2005-11-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

Hi, finally exams is over.. SO?? I'm bored anyway.. Going back for attachment at Khatib Camp as a PO in Fitness Dept... Kaoz.. nv hear b4.. weird huh?? Wendy is studying very hard every night till late for her exam.. Hope she is well n score in her exam.. It had already been almost 2mths since I see her smile.. I missed it... KL asked me whether I'm bored bcos of my breakup.. Seriously I dunnoe.. I want to kp myself occupied so I wont think of other things.. Haiz.. Dota-ing all day all night... It is my only channel to vend my frustation I guess.. Juz came back from grapevine.. Sian~ Quarrel abit with KL.. dunnoe y also.. cos of the stupid game 'bridge'?? Hey sorry manz.. I also dunnoe what got into me... Haiz.. Going to dota liao.. BYEBYE!!

@nother D@y~

2005-11-22T02:39:00.000+08:00

Hi, another day had passed quietly.. What have I done? Practically nthing.. Been DOTA-ing whole day.. Try to study econs but fell aslp.. now reading and understanding econs... Hope can finish by wed.... Haiz.. Laptop will be back ltr, I hope.. Went dinner with wenz juz now.. at hall 13.. Good food.. Was very full juz now but now.. hungry as usual.. sick of maggi.... Today I received a call from AOMC.. saying that I have been posted to Khatib camp instead.. Forgot what department I'm gg.. weird name.. Hope no DO duty over there.. Haiz.. Need to get No.3... Or gg to wear smart 4 thru' out the attachment...

ToD@y~

2005-11-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

Hi, I slack the whole day away.. This morning, I send my sister off to japan.. It was a very sad moment.. My mum cried.. which causes the whole scene to be dramatic.. I cried too.. Crying is a contagious thing.. This morning, Gordon sms me saying that my sis reach Japan already and went shopping this evening.. Very glad to hear she had a safe trip.. I hope my laptop will be available tml.. I need it very much.. My roomie lost abit money.. I think is because of my suayness.. I really bring bad luck to people ard.. God.. when will this thing go away? I'm really sick of this unluckyness.. I want to get over this thing ASAP!! I have a life to live ahead.. When can I have a genuine smile again on my smile.. I miss the old times.. which I smile till my eyes are shut.. I dun really understand myself now.. I'm confused.. to be exact, living aimlessly.. No clear goals in front of me now.. I'm not doing things wholeheartedly.. I need a break to other places.. Anywhere out of here.. Anyone wants to go Sentosa with me? Sun-tanning.. I want to be darker.... I need a change!

I gOiNg 2 mI$s U!!!!

2005-11-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

Hi, tonite at 11pm.. we are sending my 3rd sis to the airport... She is going to Japan to work.. so far~~ I going to miss her.. so is the rest of the family.. I realli worry for her.. luckily she is not alone or i will advise her to find another job.. Gordon going to miss her badly too.. 1yr man... If gordon still waits for her.. I guess he is the man alreadi.. 1yr is not very long but not short either.. It realli takes alot of determination to wait for someone.. Their hearts n love must be very strong and bonded.. I realli hope that they can stay together always.. I cant go back hostel tml.. No news on lappy still.. WTF!!! 8flags, r u doing your job?? I need to buy a webcam fast, to allow my family to chat with her online in SG.. Hope she can come back safely.. Hope I have the spare cash to visit her nx yr.. Bless her...

I'm LOST!!!!

2005-11-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hi, I send in my lappy for servicing... Went all the way to NTU to return calculator to Ivan and fix up my lappy.. But lapppy going to be in the 'hospital' for at least 3 days.. Haizz... My pics.. No dota to keep me acc at nite... It gg to be another week of bored nite for me.. Went to play few hours of snooker with @lex.. Won a can of drink again.. Wenz suddenly called and tell me her lappy is dying too.. She took a cab down to school but 8Flags could not help her to recover the files.. I acc her to Simlim to fix up her HDD... While waiting for her in hostel.. @lex sms me saying, 'I found your friend HP on the shuttlebus, ask him / her to call me...' I was like.. I went over to ask @lex but he say he did not sms me... I went back room to check again.. I confront him again and realise that @lex drop his HP!!! and luckily someone pick it up.. The person also happen to stay @ hall11 blk 54 some more.. So coincidental.. I thank her and return the phone to @lex... #05-1068.. Sound good number to me.. Such make investment this weekend... Went to Simlim.. and had dinner @ the foodcourt below.. I'm surprised that it had a foodcourt.. Went home aft that... Tired... Din sleep again last nite.. Haiz.. Tml gg KTV with class again.. Seem quite fun>>.>>.>..

Cl@sS g@+hErInG~~

2005-11-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we had a class gathering over @ my humble place~ Who came?? Weiling aka Ah ji or （小鸟）, Wenling aka Judo-ger, Olivia aka Vi@via~ and desmond aka Des.. Michelle was suppose to come too but she wasnt informed.. I guess there is a comms breakage somewhere.. Haizz.. At first we r going to her place instead of mine, but there is quite a small issue that cancel the original plan. It's OK!! We had lunch at central coffee shop before coming to my place for mj.. When they reach my place.. They requested to view my photos.. I only remember where I keep my children photo and I show it to them.. They commented that I was a good looking boy then.. Haha~ They saw alot super childish pics.. OMG! what a shame... but it is my childhood still and which I enjoyed it very much.. Nx, I force them to play mahjung as weiling dun know how to play.. It was boring teaching someone who dun know how to play.. I quickly call desmond to come quickly.. Haiz.. Lucky he came and we play 2rds.. while weiling become our maid.. Felt very bad that my house cant provide entertainment for her.. Sorry k.. I won $!! haha~~ After our mj session, we went to Chomp Chomp and had dinner.. It had been quite some time I visited there.. Ate stingray, Hokkien mee and BBQ wings.. It was a sumptous dinner for me.. After dinner, they had to go home as they stay very far away.. BUT!!! smthing happened!! weiling decided to stay over at wenz's place.. OMG!! so, leaving viavia~ we went to Grapevine to chill out... Michelle and Jasmine(Des's gf) join us later... We bridge and chat the night away.. We play the old maid game and the loser have to drink 'rojar' drink.. It was a simple game but we had lots of fun... As we had 6 person now.. we cant bridge.. We chill till midnite.. then we headed home.. sent michelle back together with wenz and wei... Headed home with a mind to fix up my lappy but it doesnt seem to work.. GOD!!! LET ME FIX THIS LAPPY FAST!!! I hate the feeling that I cant use lappy for stuff like Dota, view photos and songs.. but now.. It is all gone with a click!!! Trying hard to be happy.. but it seem so tough~!~

I'm really a loser!!!!

2005-11-14T02:37:00.000+08:00

Hi !!! Guess what I have done to my laptop!!! I FORMATTED IT BY MISTAKE!! haha~~~ i such a loser... My precious photos... my songs.... I juz edited their title the previous nite.... The photos cannot be found again!!!! All those memories... I'm wordless for my action.. Realli!!! If i could, I would simply slap myself!!! ALVIN U R REALLI FT!!!! haizz........ i'm gone!!!

I'm Gone!!

2005-11-13T05:25:00.000+08:00

Hi, for 2 nights... i din slp till i see daylight.. I been Dota-ing till dawn.. I was too bored.. KL working tml.. CG n UE having exam.. No more gf... Friends? All having exam... But I guess I could turn to my OC they all for a mj session then.. Haizz... Zhen yang n Dan playing with me till this wee-hours.. haha~~ they realli quite bored too I think.. Guess I going to stuck with this life for quite a while.. Gg to concentrate on snooker aft exam.. Must brk 50 again!!! Very glad that I maintaining a 20+ brk still.. Haizz... When will be sunny day for me?

wH@+ @ d@y!

2005-11-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

Hi, I had a realli bad day today... Firstly is the stupid chemistry.. I cant be confident to pass it! Not very happy.. Realli dread the feeling that I might Da Bao for that... I hope not.. I been looking forward for her return to tell me that she found the pig heart which I ask for.. Haha~~
She called me when she touched down to ask me what liquer to buy.. I was surprised.. Nx, I called her to chat but she seem to be always on the phone.. Wondering if my 6th sense really is true that she found a new guy.. x.. i keep my fingers crossed... i ask her online whether she found the pig heart i ask for.. she say dun have.. I wont be able to have it anymore.. This sentence realli shattered my heart to pieces.. mayb not.. it already dissolve my heart... Everyday I yearns for her return.. Missing her.. Thinking about her... but it is not alway the case that she will do that too.. I'm realli sad.. My roomie is stress with his paper tml.. I have to control my emotion or I will disturb him... What a happening day for me.. I realise I was a loser but I dun realise it.. Haha~~ still scold others loser.. I guess it's true that it takes one to say another... I wonder how I gg to pick myself up this time.. Realli thinking hard... But now I have to fully concentrate on my last paper... I cant ruin it..

PS: if u happen to read this.. I realli hope that u can give me a chace to warm your heart with my love again~ Vin~

FiN@lLy sHe Is BaCk!!

2005-11-08T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hi! Today wendy is coming back from HongKong.. I wonder if she had brought for me the pig's heart I ask for.. Puzzled? It's a secret between the 2 of us.. Hope she buy... I cant fetch her back today as I having a paper tml and I have not finish studying.. I'm dead!! Haiz.. Onli can blame myself 4 not organising my time well.. Well, I can only say.. STUDY NOW!!! Going to call her tonite.. Hope she picks up!

Ex@m~~

2005-11-07T13:34:00.000+08:00

Sian sia~~ Today juz end computing... I hope I'll pass.. I have been wasting my time playing DOTA.. cos it is much more fun than notes.. But.. DOTA is getting boring too... so I gg back to my books...!!!! Thanks for owning me!!!

bLoG...

2005-10-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hi, I never expect my blog to write sad things.. Tot it will never happen to me animore.. My life seem to be going down hill after I went into army.. It hit rock bottom when I was in the Army.. It got better when I about to enter Uni.. but now, once again I fell back to rock bottom... How sad is that? I haven had enough happy moment in my life yet.. Stop all the saddening things from happening to me can? GOD?? Pls msg me, can?? Bored~ My blog is used to register happy moment for me n loved one to look upon after some times.. But now, I'm writing sad events which I must conquer! Life Goes On.. Remember that when you r in the same situation like me... But hope no1 experience what I experience, pls.... It sux....

s@+uRd@y~

2005-10-29T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hi, I just come back to hostel from Bugis. I went to Kwan Inn Temple (观音庙) @ 四马路。 I went to pray for good fortunes in my exams and a safe and smooth trip to and fro from Hongkong for Wendy and family. I ask for a divine.. It turn out to be bad one. It says; "Do not be deceived by one whom one thinks is good. Be alert in body and soul, so as to be out of danger." It also say, "Do recall wise counsel. One takes a thief for a son. All good sights are mere illusion. In time, they revert back to their original state." I still deciphering... if anyone happen to know what it means, pls write it in my chatterbox.. k? Thanks.. I also pray for 5 lucky charm for me and her family who are going to HongKong. This is the first time I pray for 平安符。 Hope it really can bless them and protect them against any harm. I feel very uneasy as I cant send her off, which I usually do. Sad~ I awaiting for her return.. Going to miss her.. Guess what.. Her mum give me a carton of maggi from HongKong.. It is damn delicious esp cook by wendy.. Haiz.. Miss it very much.. n our dog, SiSi..

F@iLuRe

2005-10-28T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hi, from my title... u all shld know i fail my driving.. sad... wendy went to SSDC instead of UBI.. more sad.. Guess.. she is pissed off when I told her I'm at UBI.. Haiz.. F@+e playing on us... NOw i must concentrate on my studies...

Happy 1Mth ADEN!!!

P-PLATE DAY!!!!

2005-10-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Hi, very excited now!! tml i having my driving test... i have been waiting for this for very long le... cant afford to make mistake tml!! Aza Aza Fighting!! i know i can do it.. i must prove to myself that i can believe myself.. SELF-CONFIDENCE ... I HAVE YOU!!! Good luck @lViN~~ sm more wendy will be there to cheer you on!!! YES!! DO OR DIE!!!

Pe@cE iN mY mInD~~

2005-10-25T03:04:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep or study... smthing is missing in my life... I must wake up before it's too late... @lViN WAKE UP pls... WAKE UP!!

wH@+ @m I dOiNg??

2005-10-23T02:41:00.000+08:00

I juz came back with a jug of beer in me.. I feeling giddy now... so are my buddies.. KL n CG.. thanks them n UE for being with me.. This is the first time that we sit down at a table n tok abt our personal life..FIRST TIME IN 9YRS! we always kp things in our heart... This time they reveal what i had been hiding... Haha~~ Cant believe it.. Now i really believe yr true friends are those who tell u who u r even when you r low... Thanks pals.. I will forcus in my studies now.. be less stress n heed yr advice.. I hope.. pls dun blame me if i still do stupid things... ok? thanks.. love u all n bless that we have a good life ahead of us.. aniway i'm sort of drunk now... haha~~ head spinning~~ tml learning driving.. i'm gg to slp.. gd nite~~

S@d d@y~~

2005-10-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Irritating guy.. that's me.. Morning I was soooooo happy bcos we chat.. but now... I'm a pest! haha~~ drastic change.. Wenz aka Judo ger get 4 me 2 cans of beer.. i shared it with my roomie... I finish it with only few slips.. Haiz.. Sch work is realli very stressing... now she dun 4give me.. I'm gone... Trying to study.. Cm'on @lVin... Study... Get the grade u wants and u can have other things u want in yr life... JUZ GET IT OVER N DONE WITH!!

Sick (^@^) n (";)...

2005-10-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today, I finish school quite early... I was very demoralising bcos of the chem quiz.. the whole class say it was tough.. so I guess I'm safe... I wanted to go and find wendy as she is sick yest... but sadly, i fall sick also!! dwn with fever n flu.... sad~~ But i still msg her whether want to meet for dinner but she was lazy.. Haizz... I cant go her hse as she say her mum might cry again after seeing me.. SAD! What @ low blow!!!

But i'm very very happy that she will reply my msg already.. Thanks for that.. I went to cant A to eat juz now.. I miss the last shuttlebus and had to take bus 199... I ate japanese food... But i'm still hungry~ I decided to give up seeking for food and walk back to hostel.... I saw alot of ppl over at the canteen and library.... GOD!! I'm dead...

Start pouring liao... Sian... I have to run back to hostel... I'm very tired~~

@ vErY sLiM cH@nCe~~

2005-10-18T17:25:00.000+08:00

Hi.. Yest. she msg me.... N ask me to study but I cant do it as I kp thinking of her.. Then she say she will tok abt it aft exam.. I say no as I realli afraid that she be gone.. Guess what she say... 'WONT'.... "Jia You!!'.... Her words are so magical that can bring me back to life.. I had alway believe her.. n now i will believe what she say... Pls make it happen... Exams will be over very fast... Pls... I need u! Wendy (^@^)~~ Smth surprise me also... she say she view my blog!!! YES!!

ThE l@s+ dInNeR~~

2005-10-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

She wasnt ready when I get there.. I waited.. I bought her roses during my driving lesson and it almost cost my life to buy it.. I almost met with an accident while running across the road in the heavy rain... Luckily the driver perform E-brake on time n scream vulgarities at me... I ask her mum to hide the roses.. I passed the flower in the car.. Mayb she is driving.. She din hold the flower.. We talk abit on the car.. Nx we reached Suntec.. N we went to a restuarant call 'Olio' where we had our first dinner date.. I tot it was smthing romantic but it turn out useless.... We chat during our dinner and I was the only one laughing.. I asked her whether we can take pics but she rejected... but she allow me to take pic of her... the dinner turn out bad.. the food sux... next we went to carrefour to buy some stuffs for the baby... along the way she was busy msging.. I guess it was KR... I was very sad as she try to avoid me peeping the msg...

Along the way, i gathered enough courage to ask her whether we still have a chance to be together... she say that she dun want any boyfriend for a yr.. not anyone... I was devastated when I hear it... 1yr!!!! OMG!!!! How am I gg to live? But she is willing to go out with me n m friends... I accept the offer as I feel if we can wait for a year, she is the right ger for me... I realli hope she keep her promises and we can be together.. 22 Aug '04, on my bdae.. I ask her to be my gf!!... 22 Aug '05, also on my bdae.. I wished that we can be together 4ever... 22 Aug '06, I hoped I can win her heart!! Aft shopping, we went back home.. Her mum cried when she hear the news abt us... I consoled her but I almost cry as she has been very good to me.. On the way back.. I tell her that if we realli break, her mum will take me as her god-son.. she laughed~~ I dun want the title, so is her mum.. I will wait no matter what, unless either one of us give up... My eyes twitch... N smthing realli happen!! her granny pass away... Sad... It was a double blow to her mum and to her.. I called at the wrong moment, she was sobbing.. It was the first time.. I was very sad.. I wanted to go back and keep her accompany but I afraid she will be very pissed!!! I had to concentrate on my studies or I will not be able to answer to alot of ppl... Including u, wendy...

U r the most impt in my life... I will do my upmost to please u as I regret that I din treasure u as I promised! I will makeup for all mymistakes.. I beg for your trust and a chance..

F@mIlY PhOtOs...

2005-10-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

Today, my family went to take family photo at Serangoon Broadway... It was for my sis as she juz graduate... Congrats sis for obtaining such a good result that makes me strive to beat u... It had been a long time, my family come together... I juz simply loved it.. But my mood was not there, as there is a more impt date for me.. Pls wait for me...

HiDe n SeEk~~

2005-10-15T02:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks Desmond n Jasmine.... Thanks for accompanying me for the night.. I really appreciate you guys... We went grapevine to have a drink but it closes at 1am only.. I had my usual strawberry smoothie while Des n Jas had mango smoothie n Kilkenny.... OMG!! A ger drinking beer while the sad one is drinking a soft drink... Aft that we went to a stone table and continue our chat... Everything lasted for 2hrs... I can tell Des n Jas are tired liao, but they juz want to acc me.. I'm so touched!!! After they went home, I went to Michelle's place prata shop hoping to see her but to no avail.. I msg her.. Luckily, she reply and say she is in town... I went to several usual hangout places for nothing... U may think is foolish but I juz cant have peace in my mind.. Pls pardon all my mistakes, I know there r too many...

i'M pR@cTiC@lLy @ f--KiNg LoSeR...

2005-10-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

Life sux to the core... I realli want to make things rite.. but i wont get animore chance... Y? cos I'm juz a loser... I realli did what I can liao.. Friends, thanks for being there... I realli cant get along with anyone? What i want is juz a simple life with you... nothing more...... our memories are realli hard to erase.. Mayb u can juz do it... but not for me.. I realli devoted to u since we r together... mayb my way of showing isnt good but pls tell me, so I can change... U came in my life when I am low, U left when I need you the most..... i dun have time already... is either do or die... haiz.. the happiest memories..

uNh@pPiNeSs....

2005-10-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

I wont be happy for a very long while I guess... I pissed her off today again... Stop bothering me!! That's a strong word.. She's moody... I din know that till she tell me the reason.. I realli hope that I can be by her side n share her burden.. But... Haizzz.. I hope everthing will be fine so she wont be so troubled! Now I juz pray that she will tok to me...

If u believe in your faith, things will go through~~ Pls chose to believe!! Wendy...

the brkup~~

2005-10-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

I have to control my tears from flowing out this time... We finally brkup~ I din want it to happen but I have no choice at all... I juz hope she will be happy... But i cant realli stop myself from crying so... :''''''''''''''( I shld juz accept her offer, to be the last person in her heart.. but i dun wan this kind of relationship.. so i decided to decline her offer... 1 day, so many things happen.. i dun realli know how to take it... guess i have to learn from here n move on... I must do it! The memories are the hardest to forget... Wendy Bb... I luv u~

PrEsEn+@TiOn I gOt aN A hor!!

2005-10-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Today we had a presentation during effective comms... It was so exciting... My team was the first to go... N I am the first presenter.. I was very nervous and I tot I will forget what to say but end up I remember what to say w/o looking at the script... Hahaha~~~ I did it!! Our team hours of hard work only last for half an hour.. but the grade we get makes me feel that what we had done are worthwhile... but my day did not go well at all after the presentation.. I got back my econs n math result.. *Puke~~ 60% n D... Kaoz... haiz.. very demoralizing to see the grade!!

E rE@sOn?

2005-10-09T01:39:00.000+08:00

Hi again, I been having a quarrelling spell lately... Mayb due to exam stress... Haiz... Whose fault? No right answer man!! Yes it is my fault... I like peacefulness.. but doesnt seem to have it.. What can I do? Waiting duck? haha~~ Aniway.. thanks Desmond n KL for listening to my problems.. Great friends I had huh? Jealous? msg me to ask me for them... Hope the rainy days will be over soon... Sun! when will you come out? I miss the old times...

ToD@y~~

2005-10-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today after school. I rushed down to catch "The Myth" with Bb.. It was a good show which worth your money... Jackie Chan really good at producing movie.. All the movies are really exciting and thrilling.. esp. the moves he used and making use of the props available in the scene.. After the show, we took a stroll down the long Orchard Rd.. It was such an enjoyment.. Able to take a breather finally... Last few weeks, I was tied down by tons of tutorials and scary quiz.. 3 more weeks to exams.. It was really suffocating me... Time is never on our side... So... Make BETTER use of our time!! Pray hard that I can scored good result... All As then I can play no tramps... Haha~~

bLoG

2005-10-01T16:34:00.000+08:00

This blog is a pain in the neck.... I have post a few recently but it had nv been updated... It had really pissed me off.. So I was reluctant to retype n post again.. Haizzz..

NeW GaMe~~ W@rcR@ft fOr mE!!

2005-09-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hi, I have started a game called DOTA!! It had been around for years but I only pick it up recently through a friend.... The first time I play with my hostel mates... One of them called me noobs which mean lousy!!! FINE THEN!! I will learn abit and play with my close friends... Cheerz!! But it might affect my work as what KL say... So... Must think b4 playing...

vOlLeYbALl

2005-09-12T01:59:00.000+08:00

oOOOoOOoo It's UE's BIRTHD@Y!!!

tOd@y is UE's birthday... Her bd@e celebration was like celebrating National's D@y... Everyone who knew her are greatly affected!! Her celebration seems to stretch for a week.... Haha...Today, I have to go to school and play volleyball with the IH players.. I played very badly mayb I'm rusty after serving NS... I managed to derust @ the last game where i could spike the b@ll properly now... haha... in the earlier games i played... I cant spike @ all.... Yuckz.. aft playing for straight 7hours... I was dead beat n plus the grastric i suffered the nitez before... I was almost died!! Went home aft meeting wendy n fall asleep soon aft I done with my work... Tired!

NeW RiNg~~

2005-08-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

H@lO everyone... I have a new ring aft my previous one 'diamond' dropped... Hope this ring will protect me n be on my finger for years...... I hope.... Thanks dear for the ring...

I'm @ sPiDeR~~

2005-08-31T20:31:00.000+08:00

Halo~~ My punching bag~.... Today I writing a story abt a spider who will shiver dunnoe for what reason.. Haizz... today I lose in snooker competition while playing with larry.. my block capt... dun seem to be the correct mindset to play well.... Sad~ Wh@+ to do... Mental not strong.. out u go!! Damn sad... I hate to take setback... Hope I will remember this failure n excel... I keep forgetting my failure... I lack of motivation n CONFIDENCE which I used to have.... Y?? I keep thinking of my school work then I dun have the correct attitude to play... I hate th@t feeling...... H@izzz... But aniway good job KL, for winning Alex... All e best...

hApPy Bd@a KL~~

2005-08-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

O today is my roomie KL bd@e... Finally he is 21 liao.. It is also the start of snooker competition... I played n I won but play very very badly.. I was shivering dunnoe y.. I put alot alot of pressure on myself... Also dunnoe y.. sian..... Aft the game... we went back to hostel... We called for Mac Delivery.. n it turn out to be very effective.. The rider deliver straight to my doorstep... We tk it as a form of celebration for his bdae n winning the competition... May all yr Dreams come true!!!

~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDWIN~~

cL@s$ Ou+InG

2005-08-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

I went to Army Logistic Base in e morning to try out the No.1 for LTA J@meS Wedding... Went to Jurong East too early... Then went to have brkfast @ Mac.. Aft trying out the uniform, he drove me to sch... Lucky got a free ride or I dunnoe how to go sch from there... Nx went for the Chem Lec... Tired~~ After the lec, together with my classmates... We went town to have lunch.... We r meeting Desmond n his gf n W@nLing over at Somerset MRT... We will discussing abt the programs ltr on... Either window shopping or KTV... N we were also discussing abt what food to eat ltr... We planned to have sushi buffet @ Suki Suhi... Aft meeting them.. we walk over to Ceninleisure... The price for the buffet is not worth it and there is so man of us... So I BRAVELY suggested that we eat @ Crystal Jade @ Taka... N they agreed.. Hope they r not reluctant... Meanwhile KL was having Seoul Garden Buffet with campmates n CG n UE @ JP... I tot onli his campmates r gg... sorry KL!! We ordered quite abit @ Crystal Jade n luckily that it turned out to be not a bad suggestion at all.. Everyone need to pay $10 onli compare to the initially $20 for the sushi... N we were very very full to the power of infinity... haha~ Aft the meal, we went to window shopping in a few shopping centre hoping to help in digesting the chunck of food in our stomach... Aft much walking @ ard 4plus.. we all head home except me going back to the PRISON!! haizzzz~~ Slept all the way in the train... N rush back to room to take a nap.... Too tired these few days.. Slept too late every nite...~~ My BB is sick that day... N I did not visit her.. Sad~~ Hope she get well soon... Sorry BB~~

KL's Bd@e DinNeR~~

2005-08-28T08:43:00.000+08:00

Today we went to celebrate KL's bdae at Riverview Hotel... We had Chinese Cuisine buffet that nite... It was a special nite indeed with Gu'o Wei bring her gf 'Weiling'... We had alot of fun ordering almost all the dishes on the menu n repeating those unlimited stuff like my fav 'Shrimp Paste Chix'... When we r abt to leave, I wanted to eat it for the last time but they say it was Out-Of-Stock!!! OMG!! Such a lavish restuarant use such low excuse.... I was shocked when they gave me tis reason.. They might as well dun operate........ Haizz... Such a expensive dinner which has limited stock as if the resturant is limited Edtion... Haha~~ Aft the dinner, we went to KTV... We sang the whole nite till we r damn damn tired n bored!! KL n I sang n dance our fav 'Da Da Da n Honey' haha~~ Cg was there to record the whole action.... U b laughing non-stop if u r there... We also sing our fav 'bunk' song 'Bu De Bu Ai'.. It was damn tough.. the ger's portion was much easier... haha~~ We had great fun that evening.. Sian another that I nv do any tut.... Guilt! Haiz.. School realli stress me out... Dun u all think so? Lastly... Thanks KL for your dinner...

L@B Ag@iN~~

2005-08-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Haha~~cUte Pics rite... I was having lab lssn... The gers r my classmates.. Purely classmates... From left, Chen Ming, Wei Ling (Ah Ji), Olivia (Via).... After lab... went back hostel to eat with KL... C the menu? Haha~~

BeS+ sTalL iN JuRoNg PoInT

2005-08-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

HALO EVERYONE!! Pls pay special attention to the news below!!! The most filling n delicious Western Food can be found at Jurong Point basement Food Court!! It is call "Victoria Western Food"... Wh@t a gracious name.... It's open by Beekham... So better go and eat to play well in football.... haha~~ It is realli nice... Try the mushroom sauce.. Yummy... It's also economical also... How much?? $4.50 - $5.00!! What it give?? It gives additional spaggetti on top of the usual chix chop (Boring)... Now with additional spaggetti.. it will make me so full!! Not gg to tok animore. Gg to have a feast there now... Cum Join me.... :p

AdHoC DiNnEr~~

2005-08-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today is BB's mum Bd@e ... It is 1 day after mine.. So coincidental... Hmm... cant celebrate wif her wif her fav hangout place "FEI CUI" cuisine... But BB brought her n Xiao Juan over to my hostel to tk my ring... My ring 'diamond' dropped.. Sad!! =( After they left.. KL n I felt hungry.. as usual! N we ate 2 pac of maggi n 'BA TIN' n 'PEANUT"... Damn full after that... Tired.. These few days slp very late... Gotta drop liao.. Kp dozing off in lec n tut... Bored~~

22-08 Auspicious Day~~

2005-08-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

When the bell rings for the end of 21/08... Numerous msg were received to congrats on my birth... I was with my BB... Her parents bought pizza as a form of celebration.. In the middle of the nite~~ BB n I went out to eat Mac'donald @ Hougang Green.. We suppose to b sleeping but due to smth... Wendy know best!! Rite wendy? I order 1 x Mc Chix meal n 6pc Nuggets meal... Both UPSIZE!! haha~ End up we could not finish and bought brkfast for Jovan n Fanny( Weird Couple)... I did smth bad.. I drove Wendy home... haha~~ It was a fun experience indeed.... Have difficulty waking up in the morning... N drag myself to school.... Sian~ Aft the first boring lecture... went to have lunch with my classmates... Guess what... Aft our meal.. they bought a Tiramisu cake to celebrate my Bd@e.. They sing the Bdae song damn loud @ Student Activities Centre cafeteria.... Very happy that my new friends celebrate my 21st bdae with me... Haha~~ That e end of my Bdae I guess... Tired n choked with mountain of homework.... Sian~~ Going to tk a nap first... Haha~~ Happy 21st Birthday Alvin! May all your dreams come true... Excel in your studies and smooth love life.. Hint*

My 21st Bd@e dInNeR

2005-08-21T02:34:00.000+08:00

Finally it's the day.. I been patiently waiting for this day... The day I treat my long-known friends to a sumptous dinner at No Signboard resturant at kallang outlet which involved 10 people .. I reach ard 0725pm with my BB n her Da sao from town where we buy a chocolate cake ... I tot we r the earliest among those who turn up.. but Chow n Ah jun reached @ 7pm... That was early.. Nv expect AJ to turn up cos we are not that close.. n nv expect him to pay for my present which I haven decide yet.. I will talk abt the present in detail ltr.. I intro AJ to Da Sao.. n it turn out to be quite a awkard one... AJ did not look quite friendly at all.... mayb he is shy.. Fine then.. After a while, Gan n Guo Wei appear...GW was a adhoc insertion.. It's fine with me lah... E more merrier, that's y I get my BB Da Sao along.. Then Gan started to chat with Chow n me with AJ @ e side.. Gan's conversation I believe had initiated AJ's temper... I gotta admit.. It's Gan's fault.. I told him... KL, Cg n UE came abit later cos she gotta send her parents to somewhere.. Thanks UE for driving there or I will have a bigger problem.... U all shld know... Nx we have to self-entertained for a while to wait for the table.. The resturant was packed!! It's the first time I treating a ala cate style dinner to 10 ppl... It's very hard to order... So I passed the job to my BB... Sorry k.. We ordered chilly crabs, cereal prawns, hot plate tofu, diced pork, malay wind light(in chinese), you tiao and alot of rice... It was delicious except for the hot plate tofu... After our filling dinner, we went to cut cake.... Very long nv cut cake liao.. Always feel very fun to sing Bdae song.. but to hear ppl sing for you is a total different feeling.. Quite paiseh... Haha~~ Nx we went to play pool with the usual 5... We met Wanyi... We played a race to 7 racks with her friends and we lost..... Feel quite sad... Could have won but bcos of my first rack... Sian... Nvm.. Will win next time... Not juz win but trash them FLAT!!

mY lOvE ak@ Bb aka wEnDy cH@n

2005-08-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

Today I'm very happy for two things...... First is I got into the IVP as a league player nx is the happiest event I ever had in a relationship.... I juz reach my gf or BB place n as usual c my BB still slping in this hour (time now is 1pm)... realli a pig... haha~ but i enjoy looking @ her slping... so natural n beautiful!! (viewers no comment on this!!) Then I saw a note on the table which wrote, "ALVIN HO!! THERE'S A PRESENT IN THE WARDRODE!!" I was taken aback by this little slip of paper.... When I open the wardrode n I found a very very pretty heart shape box with a light blinking in the middle of a bear which is inside the box... The box is very beautifully decorated with paper cranes ard the border... Again there is a note.... I wonder what it is... It wrote;"U will find the present in the mountain of stars..." Stars?? u might guess it correctly... she made alot alot of stars n cranes.... Once I open the cover of the box.. I saw the bear wif the binking light... There is 2 transparent heart containers which is one bigger than another... Both is filled with very pretty stars.... Guess what I found in the pool of stars... A ring.. A 'diamond' ring... It's the one we saw at CK Tangs.. It was beautiful... Immediately I put on the ring n it fitted very nicely as it was juz meant for me only.. HAHA~~ Life seem so beautiful now... After a week of tiring lecture n tutorial, tis is the best present to celebrate our 1yr anniversary together.. Dun tok animore... Time to disturb her... Thank you BB for such a wonderful present.... Luv..~

L@b Dr@g

2005-08-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

OMG... For the past 3wks.. I have been spending alot of time in the lab... I always end up with lousy prof.. who will smoke out to dunnoe where... Today I tot we can end early at 330pm but once again... My 'prof' is a STUDENT FROM CHINA again!! GOD bless the good pls... Together with desmond, ah ji and olivia... we struggle with the definition of U which is the heat conductivity of metal.. or whatever it is... Luckily nv ask KL to wait again.. or he gona say it is the lastest 5mins again... but sorry aniway for waiting for the past 2wks... Now my grp learn a lssn n that is juz fill in the required n get out of there!! It is so true.... Lab = Waste time..

Wh@+ iS UnI LiFe

2005-08-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

H@lo guys out there wondering what is the life of a undergrad... now I will show u pics of lec n tutorial... In fact u shld revise yr JC's stuff n start again in uni... It's bored but u must remember that yr parents pay alot for yr studies... sooooooo... DUN SLP!! I know it's hard but if u have the mental model u will stay awake.. Gd luck to nx yr freshie.... Do well n Fly high!!!

BoRiNg~~+ HuNgEr!!

2005-08-17T00:15:00.000+08:00

OMG~! Today onli wednesday... Still gt 3 more days... Everyday staying in hostel makes me feel hungry n tired... Been struggling with ECONS, CHEM and COMPUTING!! Boring sia~~ No more time to accompany my BB n my favourite past time "SNOOKER"... Din manage to play well in snooker this month.. Mayb due to overload of hmwork n the stress I put on myself.. Sian.. Look at my messy table filled with notes n tutorials that had not been done... N my favourite cue rotting at a corner of my room... What a LIFE~~ I getting slimmer cos I not feeding myself well... Sian~~ I want food n more time to spend.... No wonder time is so precious!!

LoNg Ni+E~~

2005-08-15T01:44:00.000+08:00

Damn sad.. My gf ask me not to place bet on Arsenal n it turn out that smtime guys shld make the final decision... Haizzz.. Arsenal won 2 goals as what I predicted... but forget it.... What to do, since I'm the one making the final decision... Tk a look @ my pics for the day... Look how busy but neat n tidy @ my work place in my hostel.... N nx is my roomie who turn out to be my 9-yrs long friend... who deny to sleep now even though he has class @ 830am tml... N push the balme on me for studying till so late... Worst.. he still ask me to play "bu de bu ai by PAN WEI BO"... i think it is a lalluby for him...... Gt to end here or he gg to complain... Aniway I tired too.... Sweet Dream to my loved one.... Wendy... N SiSi.... My buddies.... Hope they dream of ROSA!!!!

ShOrT D@y

2005-08-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

Today wake up very late... Then went out with my baby n her mum n Da sao... We went to eat at taka fast food n went window shopping.. In the evening .. we went to eat at Fei Cui @ Holland V again to celebrate her mum's bdae... Guess what .. I 'm wearing the same top wif my baby... But it is bought in two different countries.. Mine frm Taiwan n her from HK... Take a look... Cheerz...

The M@iD

2005-08-13T02:04:00.000+08:00

Today I went to eat at the Student Activities Center with my classmates.. The food is not bad but abit ex compare to Canteen A n B... But over there u r able to c more buisness gers.. U noe.. Eng lack of gals.. There is a study area with beautiful chairs n very quiet environment.. After I book out from my hostel, I went home... Have a short nap n went to catch "The Maid".. I give it a 5stars... A very good show with international qualities... *Guys.. shall we give a salute to the producer.. n wish them they can make a name within Asia...* It is quite scary n there is story line n climax... It was money well spent compared to Korean movie like the Train?? Din really expect that the show have so many scary scenes... I'm tired after watching e show n din have enough sleep last nite... Got to end here... Bye journal...

wH@+ @ LuCk

2005-08-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

Finally.... I have been selected as a IVP for snooker n a IH player for snooker too!! I had beed eating panadol as sweets these days n make my hands shiver as if I'm smacking K!!! God! Relieve my pain~~~ Finally my precious is back from HK and bought me alot alot of clothes... She is very happy as she bought a few bags full of clothes.. IS THOSE BIG SPORT BAG!! OMG!! She is damn good when cum to shopping.. Went to play volleyball for my block and we LOST again!! Sian~~~ I had been invited to play volleyball for the hall... Should I?? I am quite busy liaoz!! I still think I shld give it a try, ya!! Aniway wish me good luck in all my sport game... ESP SNOOKER!!! Mustnt have fear that I cant deliver.... I'm good!! YES!!

wH@+ @ WkEnD!!

2005-08-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

Si@n... I was sick from friday till now... Everyday I feed myself with different brands of panadols n after eating them I will shiver as if I'm dying.. Sat I went to sch to play snooker for my block ( Inter Block Games - IBG ) and I won.. Luckly KL win too or my block might lose..... My hope was pinned on him... He made me damn nervous with his continuous scratching...... Haiz... Luckly he put up a good fight and he managed to pull through.. I was much more luckier.. My opponent was not a very good player and I won the game pretty easy!! But what matters is that KL n I get to play for the sch.. so we dun have to bother to get points to stay in the hostel... Aft the game.... we went CG's place.. I felt worst and I took a nap at his place... At first we r gg to UE's place to finish our sumptous steamboat... But I feeling very unwell and UE send me back... Thanks Guys~~
KL, CG and Flower Gal~~ came over to my humble place to visit me n watch PREMONITION!! WHAT A BORING SHOW!!! Luckly we nv catch it in the cinema.. Thanks again guys for visiting me..

My +uT grp

2005-08-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hi again..
Today I had my meet the mentor session.. And it turn out to b a "chop-chop" thing.. Tok abit of rubbish then nominate the rep.. Sorry PIZZAHUT.. I dominate u.. Reps r usually being sabo one.. so u must get used!! like Oliver... Michelle also dominate her too.. Good job michelle for ending the session fast... After that got to tok to my class mates.. n realise they r very friendly juz like ME!! Finally I gotten my laptop... YES!!! My precious!!! Acer's lastest model... the size of a A4 size paper.. n xtremely light...... Cool isn't it? Today I went to play IBG ( Sepak Takow).. Have alot of fun!! Although we lose, I made alot of new friends.. Again, my block black out!! Sian..

My 1st Blog Msg

2005-07-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

This seems to be the IN thing now huh?? If I dun create one... I will be like a odd-ball... still trying to figure how these things work... the colour of my font will determine my feeling for the day ya!! hope it will be brighter than now.... : ) Cheer up dude!!

=> stupid me... my background is black... haiz.. cant use dark coloured words...

My BB has been away for juz 3days... but it seems like 3 yrs for me... pls come back safely..

*My WoRlD*