ThE l@s+ dInNeR~~

She wasnt ready when I get there.. I waited.. I bought her roses during my driving lesson and it almost cost my life to buy it.. I almost met with an accident while running across the road in the heavy rain... Luckily the driver perform E-brake on time n scream vulgarities at me... I ask her mum to hide the roses.. I passed the flower in the car.. Mayb she is driving.. She din hold the flower.. We talk abit on the car.. Nx we reached Suntec.. N we went to a restuarant call 'Olio' where we had our first dinner date.. I tot it was smthing romantic but it turn out useless.... We chat during our dinner and I was the only one laughing.. I asked her whether we can take pics but she rejected... but she allow me to take pic of her... the dinner turn out bad.. the food sux... next we went to carrefour to buy some stuffs for the baby... along the way she was busy msging.. I guess it was KR... I was very sad as she try to avoid me peeping the msg...

Along the way, i gathered enough courage to ask her whether we still have a chance to be together... she say that she dun want any boyfriend for a yr.. not anyone... I was devastated when I hear it... 1yr!!!! OMG!!!! How am I gg to live? But she is willing to go out with me n m friends... I accept the offer as I feel if we can wait for a year, she is the right ger for me... I realli hope she keep her promises and we can be together.. 22 Aug '04, on my bdae.. I ask her to be my gf!!... 22 Aug '05, also on my bdae.. I wished that we can be together 4ever... 22 Aug '06, I hoped I can win her heart!! Aft shopping, we went back home.. Her mum cried when she hear the news abt us... I consoled her but I almost cry as she has been very good to me.. On the way back.. I tell her that if we realli break, her mum will take me as her god-son.. she laughed~~ I dun want the title, so is her mum.. I will wait no matter what, unless either one of us give up... My eyes twitch... N smthing realli happen!! her granny pass away... Sad... It was a double blow to her mum and to her.. I called at the wrong moment, she was sobbing.. It was the first time.. I was very sad.. I wanted to go back and keep her accompany but I afraid she will be very pissed!!! I had to concentrate on my studies or I will not be able to answer to alot of ppl... Including u, wendy...

U r the most impt in my life... I will do my upmost to please u as I regret that I din treasure u as I promised! I will makeup for all mymistakes.. I beg for your trust and a chance..