wH@+ @ d@y!

Hi, I had a realli bad day today... Firstly is the stupid chemistry.. I cant be confident to pass it! Not very happy.. Realli dread the feeling that I might Da Bao for that... I hope not.. I been looking forward for her return to tell me that she found the pig heart which I ask for.. Haha~~
She called me when she touched down to ask me what liquer to buy.. I was surprised.. Nx, I called her to chat but she seem to be always on the phone.. Wondering if my 6th sense really is true that she found a new guy.. x.. i keep my fingers crossed... i ask her online whether she found the pig heart i ask for.. she say dun have.. I wont be able to have it anymore.. This sentence realli shattered my heart to pieces.. mayb not.. it already dissolve my heart... Everyday I yearns for her return.. Missing her.. Thinking about her... but it is not alway the case that she will do that too.. I'm realli sad.. My roomie is stress with his paper tml.. I have to control my emotion or I will disturb him... What a happening day for me.. I realise I was a loser but I dun realise it.. Haha~~ still scold others loser.. I guess it's true that it takes one to say another... I wonder how I gg to pick myself up this time.. Realli thinking hard... But now I have to fully concentrate on my last paper... I cant ruin it..


PS: if u happen to read this.. I realli hope that u can give me a chace to warm your heart with my love again~ Vin~