GOD PLS!!!

Hi, today I have two things to report.. Firstly.. I went to report for work damn damn early today!!! reach Khatib camp at ard 715am.. Kaoz.. Then report to boss.. a LTC.. retiring soon... Haiz... Then an encik send me to Bedok camp to observe a PT.. Kaoz.. That's my job... It was so boring and not fultile!!! haiz.. What a waste of a talent!! haha~~ Went to visit my BRC.. saw only some of them as the rest went to Ops Bacinet.. I was so bored.. I went ard the camp.. Haiz.. miss the camp.. alot of new faces.. I booked out at 6pm.. Kaoz.. so late.. becos of my boss!!! haiz... Noone bothers abt me.. I was like invisible.. was I? End of part 1!!!

Part 2!! The usual 5.. erm.. 1 opting out but i pulling her back... Suppose to watch movie "The Harry Potter"... but smth happen!!! My idiol couple quarrel!!! haiz... GOD!!! haiz... I feel so helpless.... Very sad.. I undergoing this brkup thingy,, then it is like spreading... God pls... Cure us with ur love!!!! Let me rekindle my love.. pls!!! Haiz.. WHAT A DAY!! MUST NOTE IT DOWN!! 29 Nov '05

Back to work~~

Hi, I'm going back to camp as a PO in Army Fitness in Khatib Camp.. Feel quite sian but it is my career.. Wendy gg to japan... Haiz.. I tot of asking her to thailand.. Asking her to be my date for the pool bash.. If u r bored like me.. try this..

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LoNg hOliD@yS!~

Hi, finally exams is over.. SO?? I'm bored anyway.. Going back for attachment at Khatib Camp as a PO in Fitness Dept... Kaoz.. nv hear b4.. weird huh?? Wendy is studying very hard every night till late for her exam.. Hope she is well n score in her exam.. It had already been almost 2mths since I see her smile.. I missed it... KL asked me whether I'm bored bcos of my breakup.. Seriously I dunnoe.. I want to kp myself occupied so I wont think of other things.. Haiz.. Dota-ing all day all night... It is my only channel to vend my frustation I guess.. Juz came back from grapevine.. Sian~ Quarrel abit with KL.. dunnoe y also.. cos of the stupid game 'bridge'?? Hey sorry manz.. I also dunnoe what got into me... Haiz.. Going to dota liao.. BYEBYE!!

@nother D@y~

Hi, another day had passed quietly.. What have I done? Practically nthing.. Been DOTA-ing whole day.. Try to study econs but fell aslp.. now reading and understanding econs... Hope can finish by wed.... Haiz.. Laptop will be back ltr, I hope.. Went dinner with wenz juz now.. at hall 13.. Good food.. Was very full juz now but now.. hungry as usual.. sick of maggi.... Today I received a call from AOMC.. saying that I have been posted to Khatib camp instead.. Forgot what department I'm gg.. weird name.. Hope no DO duty over there.. Haiz.. Need to get No.3... Or gg to wear smart 4 thru' out the attachment...

ToD@y~

Hi, I slack the whole day away.. This morning, I send my sister off to japan.. It was a very sad moment.. My mum cried.. which causes the whole scene to be dramatic.. I cried too.. Crying is a contagious thing.. This morning, Gordon sms me saying that my sis reach Japan already and went shopping this evening.. Very glad to hear she had a safe trip.. I hope my laptop will be available tml.. I need it very much.. My roomie lost abit money.. I think is because of my suayness.. I really bring bad luck to people ard.. God.. when will this thing go away? I'm really sick of this unluckyness.. I want to get over this thing ASAP!! I have a life to live ahead.. When can I have a genuine smile again on my smile.. I miss the old times.. which I smile till my eyes are shut.. I dun really understand myself now.. I'm confused.. to be exact, living aimlessly.. No clear goals in front of me now.. I'm not doing things wholeheartedly.. I need a break to other places.. Anywhere out of here.. Anyone wants to go Sentosa with me? Sun-tanning.. I want to be darker.... I need a change!

I gOiNg 2 mI$s U!!!!

Hi, tonite at 11pm.. we are sending my 3rd sis to the airport... She is going to Japan to work.. so far~~ I going to miss her.. so is the rest of the family.. I realli worry for her.. luckily she is not alone or i will advise her to find another job.. Gordon going to miss her badly too.. 1yr man... If gordon still waits for her.. I guess he is the man alreadi.. 1yr is not very long but not short either.. It realli takes alot of determination to wait for someone.. Their hearts n love must be very strong and bonded.. I realli hope that they can stay together always.. I cant go back hostel tml.. No news on lappy still.. WTF!!! 8flags, r u doing your job?? I need to buy a webcam fast, to allow my family to chat with her online in SG.. Hope she can come back safely.. Hope I have the spare cash to visit her nx yr.. Bless her...

I'm LOST!!!!

Hi, I send in my lappy for servicing... Went all the way to NTU to return calculator to Ivan and fix up my lappy.. But lapppy going to be in the 'hospital' for at least 3 days.. Haizz... My pics.. No dota to keep me acc at nite... It gg to be another week of bored nite for me.. Went to play few hours of snooker with @lex.. Won a can of drink again.. Wenz suddenly called and tell me her lappy is dying too.. She took a cab down to school but 8Flags could not help her to recover the files.. I acc her to Simlim to fix up her HDD... While waiting for her in hostel.. @lex sms me saying, 'I found your friend HP on the shuttlebus, ask him / her to call me...' I was like.. I went over to ask @lex but he say he did not sms me... I went back room to check again.. I confront him again and realise that @lex drop his HP!!! and luckily someone pick it up.. The person also happen to stay @ hall11 blk 54 some more.. So coincidental.. I thank her and return the phone to @lex... #05-1068.. Sound good number to me.. Such make investment this weekend... Went to Simlim.. and had dinner @ the foodcourt below.. I'm surprised that it had a foodcourt.. Went home aft that... Tired... Din sleep again last nite.. Haiz.. Tml gg KTV with class again.. Seem quite fun>>.>>.>..

Cl@sS g@+hErInG~~

Yesterday we had a class gathering over @ my humble place~ Who came?? Weiling aka Ah ji or （小鸟）, Wenling aka Judo-ger, Olivia aka Vi@via~ and desmond aka Des.. Michelle was suppose to come too but she wasnt informed.. I guess there is a comms breakage somewhere.. Haizz.. At first we r going to her place instead of mine, but there is quite a small issue that cancel the original plan. It's OK!! We had lunch at central coffee shop before coming to my place for mj.. When they reach my place.. They requested to view my photos.. I only remember where I keep my children photo and I show it to them.. They commented that I was a good looking boy then.. Haha~ They saw alot super childish pics.. OMG! what a shame... but it is my childhood still and which I enjoyed it very much.. Nx, I force them to play mahjung as weiling dun know how to play.. It was boring teaching someone who dun know how to play.. I quickly call desmond to come quickly.. Haiz.. Lucky he came and we play 2rds.. while weiling become our maid.. Felt very bad that my house cant provide entertainment for her.. Sorry k.. I won $!! haha~~ After our mj session, we went to Chomp Chomp and had dinner.. It had been quite some time I visited there.. Ate stingray, Hokkien mee and BBQ wings.. It was a sumptous dinner for me.. After dinner, they had to go home as they stay very far away.. BUT!!! smthing happened!! weiling decided to stay over at wenz's place.. OMG!! so, leaving viavia~ we went to Grapevine to chill out... Michelle and Jasmine(Des's gf) join us later... We bridge and chat the night away.. We play the old maid game and the loser have to drink 'rojar' drink.. It was a simple game but we had lots of fun... As we had 6 person now.. we cant bridge.. We chill till midnite.. then we headed home.. sent michelle back together with wenz and wei... Headed home with a mind to fix up my lappy but it doesnt seem to work.. GOD!!! LET ME FIX THIS LAPPY FAST!!! I hate the feeling that I cant use lappy for stuff like Dota, view photos and songs.. but now.. It is all gone with a click!!! Trying hard to be happy.. but it seem so tough~!~

I'm really a loser!!!!

Hi !!! Guess what I have done to my laptop!!! I FORMATTED IT BY MISTAKE!! haha~~~ i such a loser... My precious photos... my songs.... I juz edited their title the previous nite.... The photos cannot be found again!!!! All those memories... I'm wordless for my action.. Realli!!! If i could, I would simply slap myself!!! ALVIN U R REALLI FT!!!! haizz........ i'm gone!!!

I'm Gone!!

Hi, for 2 nights... i din slp till i see daylight.. I been Dota-ing till dawn.. I was too bored.. KL working tml.. CG n UE having exam.. No more gf... Friends? All having exam... But I guess I could turn to my OC they all for a mj session then.. Haizz... Zhen yang n Dan playing with me till this wee-hours.. haha~~ they realli quite bored too I think.. Guess I going to stuck with this life for quite a while.. Gg to concentrate on snooker aft exam.. Must brk 50 again!!! Very glad that I maintaining a 20+ brk still.. Haizz... When will be sunny day for me?

wH@+ @ d@y!

Hi, I had a realli bad day today... Firstly is the stupid chemistry.. I cant be confident to pass it! Not very happy.. Realli dread the feeling that I might Da Bao for that... I hope not.. I been looking forward for her return to tell me that she found the pig heart which I ask for.. Haha~~
She called me when she touched down to ask me what liquer to buy.. I was surprised.. Nx, I called her to chat but she seem to be always on the phone.. Wondering if my 6th sense really is true that she found a new guy.. x.. i keep my fingers crossed... i ask her online whether she found the pig heart i ask for.. she say dun have.. I wont be able to have it anymore.. This sentence realli shattered my heart to pieces.. mayb not.. it already dissolve my heart... Everyday I yearns for her return.. Missing her.. Thinking about her... but it is not alway the case that she will do that too.. I'm realli sad.. My roomie is stress with his paper tml.. I have to control my emotion or I will disturb him... What a happening day for me.. I realise I was a loser but I dun realise it.. Haha~~ still scold others loser.. I guess it's true that it takes one to say another... I wonder how I gg to pick myself up this time.. Realli thinking hard... But now I have to fully concentrate on my last paper... I cant ruin it..


PS: if u happen to read this.. I realli hope that u can give me a chace to warm your heart with my love again~ Vin~

FiN@lLy sHe Is BaCk!!

Hi! Today wendy is coming back from HongKong.. I wonder if she had brought for me the pig's heart I ask for.. Puzzled? It's a secret between the 2 of us.. Hope she buy... I cant fetch her back today as I having a paper tml and I have not finish studying.. I'm dead!! Haiz.. Onli can blame myself 4 not organising my time well.. Well, I can only say.. STUDY NOW!!! Going to call her tonite.. Hope she picks up!

Ex@m~~

Sian sia~~ Today juz end computing... I hope I'll pass.. I have been wasting my time playing DOTA.. cos it is much more fun than notes.. But.. DOTA is getting boring too... so I gg back to my books...!!!! Thanks for owning me!!!