ToD@y~

Hi, I slack the whole day away.. This morning, I send my sister off to japan.. It was a very sad moment.. My mum cried.. which causes the whole scene to be dramatic.. I cried too.. Crying is a contagious thing.. This morning, Gordon sms me saying that my sis reach Japan already and went shopping this evening.. Very glad to hear she had a safe trip.. I hope my laptop will be available tml.. I need it very much.. My roomie lost abit money.. I think is because of my suayness.. I really bring bad luck to people ard.. God.. when will this thing go away? I'm really sick of this unluckyness.. I want to get over this thing ASAP!! I have a life to live ahead.. When can I have a genuine smile again on my smile.. I miss the old times.. which I smile till my eyes are shut.. I dun really understand myself now.. I'm confused.. to be exact, living aimlessly.. No clear goals in front of me now.. I'm not doing things wholeheartedly.. I need a break to other places.. Anywhere out of here.. Anyone wants to go Sentosa with me? Sun-tanning.. I want to be darker.... I need a change!